FALL on the Barricade!

There was someone I knew once. Just someone. He once said ' I was wrapped in this box where the walls screamed of self doubt and the texture was so coarse that no light known to man was able to penetrate' oddly familiar, don't you think? Everyone stumbles over the stones of self doubt every once a while, possibly when trying something new or at the brink of a life changing methodology. It's amusing that what lies at the end of the bridge is something really fresh, bad or good. Bad or good, but enough to move forward. And see, you know that! You know all the tumblr, brainy quotes with regards o this subject, all the aids that help you feel better about yourself... Yet you continue to let this affect you.. And this isn't even a real problem. It's when instead of tumbling down, you stop. This stone is no longer a stone! It's a barricade. You don't move, you don't think! You're paralyzed. And going back from that, it's ardous.
This is when you must realize that you need to start taking risk again; fall down, break a wall, jump of this metaphorical wall! Even if you injure yourself, you must fall down. And with every fall, a part of this barricade you've set up for yourself will break.
I agree when people say 'Oh, self doubt is just a part of growing up!'. It is, but it becomes a problem when something as mere as a compliment cannot be ingested by someone. When this 'part' becomes too frequent, the 'growing up' becomes difficult. And only because it has the word 'self' in it. It doesn't have to be solved alone. Involve your friends, ask people for feedback, say nice things to someone if they deserve it. 'I can't do this' 'may be Im not cut out for this?' 'I'm not capable' How do you know? You haven't allowed yourself to see the answer yet!

Multi Personality Syndrome

I feel like this one looks and feels better. It gives out such contrasting vibes. You'd expect it to be all sunny and increased warmth and tones but instead, it's dark and brooding and vicious. I feel like this deserves some good content! So content it shall have.
● Sudden revelation last week about some other odd facts that go unnoticed about human beings. Not a lot of people think HOW insane it is that we can hold so many personalities within us. Our emotions are segregated so efficiently that it shows itself individually. AAnd to add to the audacity of this... It's even more weird how some ideas of this multiple personality syndrome activates around a certain someone. For example you showcase your complete mental side with a few selected people who can tolerate your madness. You showcase your vulnerable side to a few people who you can trust and who will not judge you, rather stand by your side. You showcase your innergeek, inner fashionista, inner nerd, inner emo side to those who you find compatible  with a genre created by the world. That side in your conscience is so selective about the fact that how much of yourself can you really show to someone. You could be this tough bird minute and the most vulnerable person in the world the next. And that is decided by the people you are surrounded by the circumstances that your actions have led to. It's beautiful, almost like threshold frequency. Only at a minimum frequency electrons will be kicked of the plate. If we bring resonance to this equation of life, it's almost as if your frequency must match with frequency of the opposite person in order to attain maximum amplitude, in my case amplitude means trust. It's sad that when people make covalent bond created over years of electron transfer. Every single personality that we carry, how we decide to show it and when; WE REALLY ARE SMART CREATURES.